I remembered this poem from the movie "Four Weddings and a Funeral" and I thought it is a very very very sentimental poem that means a lot. So just read it and remember any of your loved ones.
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
By W. H. Auden
Bad bad day! I failed my GP!!! I got 44.5/100 an E-grade for an AO subject!!! Sucks!!! I got back the History question 1 and I got 8/25. Crap. I'd probably do worse for the next one. I've gotten an AO pass for my A-Level subject Economics. Whoa so dead. Tomorrow is going to be the commendation for the councillors and I'm going along to take pictures for them. So life goes on and i'm going to get closure. Finally. I think I'm just saying that for the heck of it really. Tomorrow is probably another lonely day. I've got to really find friends who want to go out with me. I'm pathetic. But who cares, at least I can be on my own right. Independent and all, no need for constant attention from others. I saw Rachel boarding the bus 93 just now, didn't know she took the bus. And I thought she was going off at some nearby stop. Then I went to Thomson Plaza. When I got off the bus there was an unusual amount of SAJC people around, JC2s who seemed to have had some course around. I stayed at the new Starbucks for like 2-3 hours doing some work and waiting for my mum to meet me for dinner. I really want to get one of those nicely designed coffee thermoflasks, but it just seems like my mum isn't going to allow me get coffee in the morning. Not at home anyway. So well, the day was relatively okay, nothing out of the ordinary occurred. It was Yao Chong's birthday today. Happy Birthday and all the best to him. I need to go get myself a camera!!!!!!!!!!!! i just found out that my friend who has leukemia has only 6 months to live (again). The bloody donor backed out. I cannot believe it. Someone's life is on the line and you back out...how evil is that? It's like you probably want someone to be willing to donate their bone marrow to you if you had it wouldn't you? I cannot stand it, she has so much going for her and it's going to be taken away from her so early. Dammit. It's seriously not fair.
Inevitable Intricasies
Everyone dies
The bystanders sigh
As another individual
Slips into oblivion
Into the whirlpool; forever it will twirl
Welcoming you to a new dimension
Leaving a shell behind
For others to weep upon
They cry and lose their minds
Till the next day a new Sun
Arises and begins again the cruel cycle
As a new person dies
And everyone cries.
-Erwin Nah
Be with God,
Erwin Nah
